I need help if any one is willing to just talk to me .. please?

ok,, please dont judge me for being winey... ok im 14.. and i have been going through a very depressing time.. Ive been going around faking that im happy around my freinds... bUt deep down im crazy sad.. Reasons im sad 1, i was cheated on 3 times by one of the most awesome girls ive ever dated... she was "emo" i guess. i dont like to jude.. well any way she was cutting .. saying she got raped by her dad.. that her family hated her.. and that she was going to kill her self.. Well she attempted suicie... when i was dating her... she od... but me and a friend got to the police in time... and she got her stomach pumped... Then ... all the other crap happend... and im not one to let crap go... thats still in my heart.. 2. THe girl that helped me save the girl i was talking about above.. well she was cutting too. and she was "emo" she actually was cutting like 124 times in a 2 day piriod... and i tryed to help her.. but thenn she jsut ignors me.. then l8r she and i were on a on and off relations ship.. and thenn i was like im not going to let this go on any more.. dumped her... a few weeks later she was asking me to be freinds wiht benifis...and that would have been my first tiem.. so i was like sure what the heck.. well i figured out that she just wanted me back,.. and then.. yea... 3.THe thrid reason that im sad.. is that this girl.. i love her.. and right now im at my freinds house.. and she is in the next room sleeping i have to leave here in 6 hours. and i wont be able to spend one second alone with her becasue of her parents.. I love her like crazy.. but im just afrade of not beiing loved back .. yet i know she does not like me like i liek her... 4. my 4th reason is that my real dad.. well he is jsut a ass.....sorry i had to cuss cause that is like the niced word i will let slip through my lips about him.. well he is just a ass. from the first visitation he was trying to make me live wtih him and he was twisting my words.. He thought i was gay.. but im not. Im sick and tired of people thinking im gay . just becasue my name.. My name is Gabe Or Gabriel .. it hurts when people automatticly think im gay just becaues of that.. 5. THe 5th reason is that school sucks.. there is alwasy an influence of drugs sex and alcohol.. i want to stay on the right track.. but it is right there.. and i can forget all of this shit on my mind... but... im not doing that. and my grades dont go to my parents standars.. they range from low b's and high c's and some times a's/ my parents what a's and b's // But im not going to be able to do that with my mind being like this.. 6. My 6th reason is that my parents... my dad got back from iraq .. form his 4 tour... and he has ptsd.. (post tramatic stress dissorder) so when he gets home he has a beer in his hands.. and he just sits there blankly.. he cusses more then normal.. and he is kinda mean.. like he is way stronger then me but he does not beat me.. thank god. But he drinks, smokes and chews(like copemhagen) and my mom smokes and drinks to much to, if you got my mom 2 bottles of wine.. and my dads not home... she cant even go up the stairs with out falling... its sad.... 7. My 7th reason is that i live near no one at all. were i live is near a lot of people.. but no one i can acctually communicate with.. and thats one reason im like this.. i got no social inter action... 8. my 8th reason . is that im one of hte shyest pushovers you will ever meet if you did meet me... every one can cheat on me.. idc.. i dont ever get a girll... becaue ive been degraded sence 5th grade.. because of my name.. ok im trying to get my schools conciler(idk how to spell it and it is 342 am im not that really awake.. well any way.. i got some help from two people who just help minimaly .. wich is sad for me casue i need a lot of help.. a few days ago.. i decided to listen to the slipknot song snuff.. and i went in to a emo break down.. i wanted to go kill my self i felt that bad.. and i still listen to that song and it still puts me into that state.. its jsut i dont have the will power to kill my self .. if i wanted to.. soo ... i dont... I just Idk what to do... i really what help but i need to tell my parents.. but idk... SOME ONE PLEASE just please be nice enough to just reply the best of you ability.. i need it badly ... thanks...

Asked By: wait every body stop. - 4/4/2009
Best Answer - Chosen by Asker
Hey Gabe, it's weird I thought I'd never be able to say this but I know exactly what your going through. I read your post, all of it and it almost mirrors my life and what has happened to me. I know its so hard right now and you probably think life sucks, and yea maybe it does but that doesnt mean that it won't get any... More
Answered By: Djuro - 4/4/2009
Additional Answers (7)
Just talk to your parents or someone you trust instead of bottling it up inside you or you could see a psychologist instead.
Answered By: zorro_foxygirl - 4/4/2009
i sent you an email x
Answered By: Cutesy Cindy - 4/4/2009 feel free to add me..x
Answered By: Sharon Louise.. - 4/4/2009
I'm coming from a full different society and culture, but I can see the same problems here. and I'm sorry, I can't write big things to you, just a few. for example, you'll see later in your life, love is not the only way to broaden the life. and simple forget to k***********f, it is not the solution, it's just an... More
Answered By: vacsabi - 4/4/2009
oh are really going through it...I kinda understand where you are coming from! You just have to hang in there and be strong about the situation, not just for others but ur self also! Ur parents I can see are dealing with some things, but you have to just be the bigger person and try to make a negative... More
Answered By: }{*Dyme*}{ - 4/4/2009
darling, you're not being whiney at all... More
Answered By: NoomNoomNoom - 4/4/2009
the name Gabriel means "hero of god' and 'god is my strength... More
Answered By: Danu - 4/4/2009
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