Ramadan : Will every muslim please read this? please wallah i need every muslim with a heart to hear me out?

I'm going to let go of all of my dignity for this. Only because I'm at rock bottom and I need help from Muslims. Please take me seriously ok? i know it's long but wallah i beg you to read all of it. please I am one of 5 kids, of two parents that divorced 1 year ago after 23 years of marriage. I have visited jordan once, 4 months ago only to realize this is where i personally need to live to live my life. All of my life i have worked no less than 65-70 hours per week. Parents needed help i did not have time for college. i have never had a chance to save any money. parents divorce and hell breaks loose. death threats back and forth while little kids cry on a daily basis. spitting in each others faces literally. kids losing their islam. my little 11 year old sister would sit in my mothers car at night from like 8-12 while my mom is sleeping.. alone and depressed with our cat. i am working and have no way to fix it. dad just took custody of her and 13 year old bro. why? he saw cuts on her arm asked what it was.. and found out. an 11 year old screaming for attention not getting it. little bro wears headphones playing video games 12 hours a day sleeping the rest trying to drown out the reality of his life. my family is a crazy bunch of depressed people and i have always been in the middle carrying them on my back trying to help them financially and mentally but thus far it's only went lower into a hole. i have a beard and practice islam. police pull me over even while JUST WALKING asking for id, who i am, what am i doing etc etc. undercovers follow me for no reason if i drive to massachusetts a state away. if i walk into a convenient store and theres people talking, the room gets silent. im a freak show... no one sees me as human even though i am. muslims here are not good.. not trustworthy, not caring.. i have no friends no family.. i live my life alone and wallahi i cry every freaking day or at least have in the past week! i don't know what to do anymore. im 22 and need to go to jordan and get married. i have no comfort or friendship. what am i going to do, look for it hugging into a girl at 2 am in my car? just lost my job (company lost it's license long story) and my car isn't goign to last long. im on the verge of being ruined constantly. for too long ive been like this. and the world doesn't hear me or see me. how can i live??? so 4 days ago i saw a contest on fb where the winner is by number of votes. the winner gets 100,000. i need less than half to bring my family to where our family is and get married. the country i visited.. let me tell an example. A boy who is my age, has 6 or 7 siblings. his parents too old to work. he is in school and raising a family on less than 250 a MONTH. there are people like him and thousands of people in worse situations there. my aim is after i open my business do to things, take a percentage of that income, + the leftover money, and open up a soup kitchen/shelter. where muslims can eat daily, and also live if they can't afford living. i swear to god this would make the lives of thousands of muslims liveable. but why doesn't this happen now? muslims don't think it's a big deal. or muslims don't think they can make a difference. why? because they don't have high expectations of their creator. which puts us in the situaiton we're in now. to all those that live in the uk or usa that have never seen the middle east.. know that what you have is hundreds of times what they have. the cars they drive are so cheap they dont even exist in the us. the homes are made of rock. they can't use water freely because it gets delivered to their houses monthly or weekly. i swear, you do not understand how rich you are compared to those people. and they are the most beautiful muslims you'd ever meet in your life. i want to be there because although poor i can achieve two things. 1 is being in the simple life, farther from sin im in now so id be not in danger of what i am, be able to see what life is instead of being distracted by dunya and also be able to have a family not fearing for my kids iman. second thing is i would be able to help thousands of muslims that truly need it. i swear to allah if you read this and are muslim or even not muslim and have a heart.. all you have to do is vote for me once a day, show your friends this message, tell them to vote once a day, put it on facebook n youtube . spread the word. if every one of you does that truly i can win it. please, don't take this as NOTHING becuase it's not and im at rock bottom in my head and don't know how to handle it any more. will you please help??? it's WINNABLE wallah this is the youtube ad my bro made for me and then the link to vote if you care enough to. http://apps.f tebriz thanks but i didn't post this for a lecture on how great american muslims were. i posted this for what i posted it for. do it or don't salam and thanks.

Asked By: - 3/3/2011
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I am deeply saddened by your story! I thought my life was hard, but after reading this, I feel like I have no reason to complain. I'm sorry you have to go through all that, but remember Allah tests those who he loves. Be patient, and InshaAllah Allah will help you out with all your problems. Just continue to pray, make... More
Answered By: Melancholy - 3/3/2011
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Assalamu Alaikum wa Rahmatullahi wa Barakatuhu :( May Allah (swt) grant you success and shower you and your family with blessings and always keep you all under His Mercy and Protection....Ameen Ya Rahman
Answered By: فاطمة - 3/3/2011
Sallam bro... More
Answered By: Tebriz - 3/3/2011
Salaam, It takes a lot of courage to pour out your heart in such a manner as you have. Bro have sabr and stay as focused and strong as you can, Insha'Allah your situation will get better. I will keep you in my Dua and also inform my friends and colleges of your plight.
Answered By:  ­ - 3/3/2011
Er, my post didn't post... More
Answered By: Mindy - 3/3/2011
Brother, there is a hadith along the lines... More
Answered By: ΛЯΛβ ΜΦŞľıΜ - 3/3/2011
subhanallah... More
Answered By: Sunshine..x - 3/3/2011
alsalaam alaykum wr wb, may Allah swt ease your struggle in this dunya and reward u for it in the next..ameen. question: do i need to have a facebook to vote? salaam
Answered By: Jana B - 3/3/2011
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