I want to change my life?
I am feeling so tired of the way things are going, i never have any money, i have lost interest in everything i used to love (Litrally everything!) all my friends are drug dealers, i have no reason to go see any friends unless its weed related, i have no friends who dont smoke weed, i spend over £100 on weed a week leaving me skint i do nothing but sit and smoke weed. I cannot have sex without getting paranoid and anxious (Long depressing story...) im alone most of the time i hate college as my tutors pick on me and i have 1 mate in my class who i smoke a few bowls with at breaks (failing college because of this) i have nightmares everynight i never see my mum anymore as im too much of a burden for her. i havent had a propper relationship with a girl in years bin dumped cos i litrally dont care when inside i really do i just dont know how to show any emotion, i barely eat anymore, when i havent got weed i get really angry and anxious about the time and dont sleep, my job is back breaking i do long 15 hr shifts on saturday till early hours of morning in a very busy kebab shop, i never have time to rest, my mind is always flustered, i shake all the time, i dont have that many friends, i have recently started selling weed just to pay for my habit. i am sexually dead now i barely get turned on...anti depressents did jacks shit! I miss being happy, if you knew me you wud know what im like but i just want to be normal ffs! i also waste money on cigs which do nothing for me! i dont live in a very nice area so there is nobody for me to associate with, my friends are always getting me to sell and drop of drugs for them im scared if i carry on living like this ill be dead soon. i just want to be loved and have someone in my life who can make me happy, but i really have no idea on where to start, girls never talk to me or anyone i hang around with, i am the uncoolest person you can probally think of. it makes me so sad when i see the decent people at college talking and lauging it makes me feel so bad! how can i change my life around? or should i just end it? isnt there anybody for me? im a 16 year old male i usually smoke around 2-4 grams a day first tried it when i was 12 and it just grew on me since then
Asked By: TAZ - 10/25/2011
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i smoked so much weed it ruined my life for a while, started in June 2010 and quit June 2011, smoked at least a henry everynight for 12 months, f****d me up in the long run, i also started dealing to make money but ended up smoking the majority of it, didnt care about anything in life, social life went to shit etc, i... More
Answered By: xoxadaghfd - 10/25/2011
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weed is a downer... More
Answered By: TheOne - 10/25/2011
First thing you need to do is move. Move away from all these 'friends' and drugs. It will be hard but the drugs are ruining your life. Go stay with family members or something, you need to get away. You sound do depressed and desperate. Get to your doctor, get some help, there are many different anti d's so try... More
Answered By: Bekki Reed - 10/25/2011
First and most obvious, stop with the weed. That is probably where all your problems got started. I know it must be hard, but that's the price you pay for being stupid enough to start in the first place. Secondly, they are not your friends... More
Answered By: Liisi - 10/25/2011
Don't bloody end your life because of some shit like that... More
Answered By: hannah - 10/25/2011
Weed is fun and even though it's not addictive, you do feel down without it... More
Answered By: Siccatron - 10/25/2011
I am a sixteen year old girl and am going through almost exactly the same thing right now. I have insomnia which kinda seems what you have... my hands shake, i like stopped eating, im not doing good in school either(but mostly cause of weed). I couldn't give you advice because im in the same routine and dont know how... More
Answered By: pvcutie - 10/25/2011
For starters, stop smoking that crap son. I'm 49 and have been around. The guys my age who smoke have heart problems,short term memory problems, can not cope with stress without weed, live on the streets or with whoever or whatever will take them in or they are able to maintain a job(barely) and do what you are doing... More
Answered By: Ford_Craney - 10/25/2011
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