who is this voice? am i crazy?

I am 14 years old. male. I have had depression for a very long time now. many people say I'm an old man in a kids body. jokingly of course, but there is some truth to that. my mind is far more advanced than others my age. i am very lonely. i have longed for a friend who felt lonely like me. preferably a girl. someone who hurts. someone who longs for someone to understand them. recently, I've felt, not heard, but felt someone or something speaking to me. i don't hear anything, but i hear it through my own head. as though it is forcing my thoughts to talk for it. I visualize it as a black ball of void. a blob or something. i don't know why, its just what i see when i think of it. is there something wrong with me? it says it understands me. it has a silver tongue with a strong vocabulary. it is very intelligent. am i crazy? am i just that lonely? please help. and when i say "teach them a lesson" i do NOT mean kill. but he's like a friend. no person I've met has ever been so interesting. what it says, (or makes me think) is just so out there. its extraordinary. It says it understands me. it is a great source of knowledge. Lexy: Because, i am really scared.

Asked By: - 12/1/2011
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It's probably your subconscious. As you probably know the subconscious cannot talk to us in the way that other people can, some people experience hallucinations because of their subconscious - it allows them to see things from a different perspective and know things they didn't think was even possible... More
Answered By: Dr. Mouse - 12/1/2011
Additional Answers (8)
That's Bob Dole. He's been living in your attic for the past 3 years.
Answered By: Hank Hill - 12/1/2011
Answered By: marriedandamom - 12/1/2011
Dnt go to a phsiciatrist(i so spelled that wrong) they'll just giv u meds
Answered By: andrea - 12/1/2011
I've studies schizophrenia and you don't seem to have to all the symptoms. Except the voices. But usually it multiple voices and you hallucinate. You don't actually see the blob do you? Than that might be a ifferent story. But until then don't be afriad to go out and get talkative. Do stuff with your family or just do... More
Answered By: Nikki - 12/1/2011
I'm a 14 year old girl and I feel your pain. Message me sometime. I'm gifted, and slightly depressed. People think just because I'm smart, I'm not fun. You aren't alone.
Answered By: Abbey Doo - 12/1/2011
You are a very intelligent person and you write about your symptoms succinctly... More
Answered By: Judy & Charlie - 12/1/2011
Can I ask you why continue to ask this hourly and daily?
Answered By: lexy - 12/1/2011
Ask a genie
Answered By: Mikki - 12/1/2011
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