Is there something wrong with me? Genetic/Caused?
So I've been through many stages of thinking about what could be, or if there is anything wrong with me. At first I thought it was ADD setting in. And I've looked into other things which I've ruled out. I just need some help here... Some background information about myself. I am 18 years old. Finished my first semester of college with a 3.1 GPA without really even paying attention. I commuted, have a 15+ hour a week job, and joined a fraternity. However during this entire time I seem to have deviated from how I remember myself. But I don't know if I fully remember myself. As a kid I did nothing but play video games and stayed at home. Joined cross country and ran for 6 years. However in my sophomore year things began to pick up for me. I started making friends, people who I hangout with almost everyday. Theres a catch though. I also, began smoking weed weekly. But I loved it. Made me feel amazing. This led to a few more things. I take adderoll occansionally, have taken acid or LSD twice, and have taken shrooms once. I didn't consider any of that bad. All through this I felt on top of the world and was friends with everyone in high school. I also was in my 2nd real relationship. Fast forward to today. I have become very shy. I don't particularly enjoy being in large social situations. I can say my one good friend, who I am not sure but I believe he sees me as a fairly good friend cause we hangout and smoke all the time. I for the most part, with some dry spells here and there, smoke everyday. And the more and more I talk to people, I dislike them. They seem lazy, annoying, and just plain (for lack of a better word) pussyish. However I am not the most outgoing speak my mind to them. So I don't say anything. This has led to me not having much if any relationship with the opposite sex. Now...there's a story to that. I have had to opportunities to be with a girl. 2 different girls. And I couldn't do anything, literally, and gave up. I just can't really connect with people like I used to. Is it all in my head or have I done something to myself...?
Asked By: - 1/13/2012
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Answered By: Jody - 1/13/2012
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youre not alone there. maybe you need a real smoke break, maybe smokings just not for you, maybe you need to find stoners you could connect with on an intellectual level. though this could have happend with or without drugs. i know how youre feeling. also, theres signs of depression there.
Answered By: greens - 1/14/2012
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