Life has become a nightmare and want to end it before things worsen?
I feel like such a fool for making all the choices i have. I feel i have destroyed my future beyond repair. I'm 22 have a useless associates degree and im also in a lot of debt (several thousand) from a college that had non-accredited programs(which i believed would advance my career goals), my employment history is bad and has a year gap, im now working a minimum wage job. My depressive state has pushed my friends and family away. A few months ago i was excited about going to a new college to get my cis bachelors, getting a development job. I was throughly enjoying my friends and family. I was outgoing and carefree. My biggest concern was my lack of gf. The school seemed to check out. Private, non-profit and i knew people with jobs from there. But it runs like a for-profit i found to my horror. Easy A's no education and no accredidation. I had been planning to go to the school since community college. I cant even go to my state university now. If i cant finish college, stuck at minimum wage and living at home i will not want to go on living. I hate myself for letting this happen, for the pathetic human being i've become. I feel like a disappointment to my family and i feel i have betrayed myself as well. My high school self would no doubt look at me in disgust. I'm tired of talking, i just want a way out.
Asked By: - 11/25/2012
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You are who you want to be.. I felt similiar at your age, and its gonna sound cheesy, and I woulda thought its a stupid line at Ur age.. but, if u work hard, and stay focused, you can do anything.. Ur 22, u have 50 years left to live, what possibly could u have screwed up in the last 4 years that couldnt be fixed in... More
Answered By: John - 11/25/2012
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Yeah life is hard. Turn to Jesus Christ and you will have a purpose in your life and your soul will be saved.
Answered By: Caleb - 11/25/2012
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